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im juz too bored now. stayed over at xiuyi house ydae night. now she is bathing and im waiting for her to go home. bored bored. tml having friendly matches with some schools. i love playing. =) hope i can play well. nationals is coming coming coming.... will i start diving again or wat? but i dun wan anymore scars le. carrie has one on her elbow. which haven recover yet. oh my.. i feel painful for her. and ma fan. haha.
hoping things will get back to normal. i realli hope i can do it. i seemed to have lost confidence in myself totally. i cant even speak out for my own. i feel. am i still the same old mi? i feel like im hiding everything. everydae juz keep thinking abt it and start to feel down. i feel as though im no longer as cheerful.. i feel so tired. i dunno why. ppl had start saying u look pale all day long. am i like gonna faint any moment and juz forget everything? i hope i can juz slp all day long.....
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